I'm going home

I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

Hoooooooooo.......Liiiiiiiiiiiiiii......Dayyyyyyyyyyyy....

Balik rumah yo. Won't be online for at least 3 weeks...tata~

Happy Holidays, MMU peeps...(line stolen from Rashad)

Hold my peace...

WARNING!
This post may contain a little bit of racism. A little bit. And just for the record, I'm NOT a racist person, it's just that sometimes, some people's actions may have driven me to the brink of my patience and almost made me cross the line.

Took my Data Communications exam today. The exam hall wasn't all that cold, but, since I've always been weak to cold (IT'S TRUE!), so for me, it was cold la. OK, at first I wanted to go to the toilet to wash my face since I was really sleepy (tak tidur malam). So I asked one of the invigilators to go to the toilet. His reply was:

"Cannot, cannot. Still got people there maa".

Yes, that was his reply, 100% non-edited version. Then he walked past me to the back of the row I was sitting. And much to my anger/dismay/surprise (whichever suitable), a dude walked past beside me and out he went to the toilet (I'm very sure he went to the toilet because he went out for a while then came back in). Aiya, sir, don't be like that can aaa? Gua pun mau pegi toilet sebab ~tiba-tiba, tak diduga ooowoooo~ (nyanyi ala KRU punya lagu, Dua) mahu buang air oooo. You tak mau kasi gua pergi toilet you kasi adil la sikit. Itu dude you kasi pergi pula.

Terus emo aku jadinya. Sialan, brengset, goblok. And then when I realized it, came a sound, "You have 30 minutes more. Nobody may leave the examination hall until the end of the examination". Wahhhhh. So, in the end, I have to hold my peace. (peace was chosen as I wanted to reduce the level of grossness. Just say it longer and you'll get the idea)

BWAHAHA!!

My hair has grown a little bit longer since the "misunderstanding with the barber" incident.
YES!
Can comb not gay style already. Bwahaha..

I feel.....

I feel STUPID!
Thanks a lot Dr. Marinah.

Happy Mother's Day

2nd Sunday of every May of every year. Mother's Day.

She might not know this, but I love her very much. Despite all the "Aaah! Uh! Ye Lah! and etc!" and all those "fi'il", I really do love her. Very much. More than she knows. More than I show.

Mak, Happy Mother's Day!
(used to call her mama though..dang Pulau Indah)

My Mom

It's Time!

Well, I guess it's time for me to let go. Up until now I've been holding on to the dream that was only that, a dream. I needed a definite NO. But you never gave me that. I needed to cut things off. But you cried and made me cancel it.

I promised to myself, I would let go if Allah give me signs from 3 different people. 3 people who does not know who the lady is, no matter if they are friends of mine or not. So, finally, today, I received my third sign.

1st sign:
When Elaine wrote on her personal message about letting go or something. Though it was not meant for me, but hey, I only need signs, not advice. So, "Strike One".
2nd sign:
When Rashad posted about his sad story. It was definitely and undoubtedly, more saddening than mine. So, "Strike Two".
3rd sign which didn't actually turned out to be one:
When my little sis put on her status (YM, status la...MSN die tulis situ Personal Message, so lain tu) "let it go". But it did not count because, she did know the lady, though not personally, but she did. So, "Ball".
3rd sign which sadly (Is is sadly? Because I don't really know anymore) is real:
An article from The Star dated 4th May 2008 from the Heart & Soul Cloumn. The title was written so BIG AND BOLDED, that even blind people can see it (figuratively speaking of course). It read "Forget the love that never was". Tadaaaa, "Strike Three".


So, to save what is most important, I must be strong enough, to cut out my heart (I stole that line from Hiro Nakamura). And the most important thing for me right now is my world (my family and my studies).

And, in the style of The Sound Of Music that she love (although I'm no Captain vonn Trapp), here goes:

There's a sad sort of clanging
From the clock in the hall
And the bells in the steeple, too
And up in the nursery
An absurd little bird
Is popping out to say coo-coo
(Coo-coo, coo-coo)

coo-coo Regretfully they tell us
coo-coo But firmly they compel us
to say goodnight
coo-coo
To you

So long, farewell
Auf Wiedersehen, goodnight
I hate to go and leave this pretty sight

So long, farewell
Auf Wiedersehen, adieu
Adieu, adieu
To you and you and you

So long, farewell
Au revoir, Auf Weidersehen
I'd like to stay
And taste my first champagne

So long, farewell
Auf Weidersehen, goodbye
I leave and heave
A sigh and say goodbye
Goodbye

I'm glad to go
I cannot tell a lie
I flit, I float
I fleetly flee, I fly

The sun has gone
To bed and so must I

So long, farewell
Auf Weidersehen, goodbye

Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye

Goodbye

I ain't gay, you gay!

Today I went to Midvalley to accompany Friend F to shop for his "I-wanna-buy-new-shirt-again" timely shopping. So we went to the shop Top Man..or was it Top Shop? Anyways, the shop was kinda weird. With the weird fashions and all. But the most weird thing was the people who worked at the shop. Their style. At first I ignored them. But then after some times, I realized they were looking at me with this one look. Then I finally saw what they were wearing for the bottom parts (as they were standing behind the counter). Tight (as in very very very tight) jeans and leather shoes. OH, MY, GOD! This is just a theory, (mostly the fault of the movie Legally Blonde) but but but, they were.....*Bleeep* And referring to the the post "Nuuuuuuuuuuuu.....", my hairstyle seemed to have been misleading them to think that I'm one of them. Not to mention I came in with Friend F who can be considered as gay (as he has yet to show interest back in girls who like him). $h!t. And then, after some time (again) I realized that most of the customers who came in were, man-man, or woman-woman...holding hands like couples do. Ala, like that la. Like that.

=_="

And again, for the record, I AIN'T GAY!

Tunggula nanti rambut aku panjang skit, aku sikat gaya tak gay...korang tengok la nanti..T_T..

VIL 2

Today was (and still is, mind you) a boring day. So I browse the net for somethings exciting. Well, I got to see funny gifs, cute emoticons (which I have been collecting), rock kapak on YouTube, and and and, Jet Li (Adibah Nor's parody from TV3 ad). But the most interesting thing (wau rhyme) is when I typed my name into the search bar of wikipedia. Jeng jeng jeng. Comes out this:

VIL 2

Another Description

Maybe after this I'll consider using the nick VIL 2 or Villin just for fun :D

WAU

I stumbled on this webpage today while browsing for blogs to be read. It's quite interesting what the data tells you. Mine is this:

6 June 1984

Your date of conception was on or about 14 September 1983 which was a Wednesday. (LOL WTF)

You were born on a Wednesday
under the astrological sign Gemini.
Your Life path number is 7.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Love begets love.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. *wink to these people*
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445857.5.
The golden number for 1984 is 9.
The epact number for 1984 is 27.
The year 1984 was a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/2/1984 and ending 2/19/1985.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Rat.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Elk; your plant is Mullein.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Mesore, the fourth month of the season of Shomu (Harvest).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 6 Sivan 5744.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 7 Sivan 5744.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.11.0.13 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 11 tun 0 uinal 13 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Wednesday, 7 Ramadan 1404 (1404-9-7).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 22 April 1984.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 22 April 1984.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 7 March 1984.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 10 June 1984.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 17 June 1984.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 25 September 1984.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 15 April 1984.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 6 March 1984.

As of 5/3/2008 11:41:42 AM EDT
You are 23 years old.
You are 287 months old.
You are 1,247 weeks old.
You are 8,732 days old.
You are 209,579 hours old.
You are 12,574,781 minutes old.
You are 754,486,902 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Staci Keanan (1975)	James 'Munky' Shaffer (1970)	Max Casella (1967)
Ena (1966)	Bjorn Borg (1956)	Sandra Bernhard (1955)
Gary U.S. Bonds (1939)	Thomas Mann (1875)

Top songs of 1984

Like a Virgin by Madonna	When Doves Cry by Prince
Jump by Van Halen	Footloose by Kenny Loggins
What's Love Got to Do with It by Tina Turner	Against All Odds by Phil Collins
I Just Called to Say I Love You by Stevie Wonder	Ghostbusters by Ray Parker Jr.
Karma Chameleon by Culture Club	Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go by Wham!

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.41761252446184 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Wednesday.
Your lucky number is 5.
Your ruling planet(s) is Mercury.
Your lucky dates are 5th, 14th, 23rd.
Your opposition sign is Sagittarious.
Your opposition number(s) is 3.

Today is not one of your lucky days! (DANG!)

There are 34 days till your next birthday (COUNTDOWN PEOPLE! 3rd May now!)
on which your cake will have 24 candles.

Those 24 candles produce 24 BTUs,
or 6,048 calories of heat (that's only 6.0480 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.74 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1984 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1984 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1984 in the US there were 2,487,000 marriages (10.5%) and 1,155,000 divorces (4.9%)
In 1984 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1984 the population of Australia was approximately 15,677,282.
In 1984 there were approximately 234,034 births in Australia.
In 1984 in Australia there were approximately 108,655 marriages and 43,124 divorces.
In 1984 in Australia there were approximately 109,914 deaths.


Your birthstone is Alexandrite (I LIKE THE NAME OF THAT)

The Mystical properties of Alexandrite

Alexandrite can assist one in centering the self, reinforcing self-esteem, and augmenting ones ability to experience joy.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Pearl, Moonstone, Opal

Your birth tree is

Hornbeam, the good taste (LUCKY NOT HORN_ LOL)

Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, tends to egoism, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads reasonable, disciplined life, looks for kindness, an emotional partner and acknowledgment, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with her feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

There are 236 days till Christmas 2008!
There are 249 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was in its first quarter.

Try it! Just for fun la...eheh...

Mock Meeting

Today, we had our Mock Meeting for the Technical Communications subject. Well, we were "prepared" before going, so it was not that big a deal anyways. Our team consisted of seven members who, fortunately for us, are very noisy people (we ARE noisy people, just, not in front of just anyone). We are very outspoken people. We want to go with OUR ideas, not anyone else's. So, without further a due, I present to you, the Super Seven.

Our Chairperson, Hariz

Our Secretary, Shahrizan

Dawood

Zaim

Fakhru (Razak)

Ifwan (Kasim)


and....


Me


LOL


Ok, ok...just kidding, don't get all jealous and stuff now. :D

Me
(and yes, that is the kinda gay haircut LOL)

And together, we are the Justice League! (I wanna be Superman, chop..or Green Lantern) LOL

During the meeting, we acted like it was the brainstorming session. So much noise and havoc. We even made jokes and laughed. Even Madam Rozita laughed along. But the best part was, when she said these:

"Very dynamic group. You didn't even wait for others to finish their sentence. Full mark for group dynamic. You are the only group to have full mark for group dynamic, so far"

Well, patience is virtue. But I'd say, impatience gets you full mark for group dynamic :D. Haha. Well done, people. Very well done.

Ps: I wanna go see Ironman T_T

Nuuuuuuuuuuuu.....

I went for a haircut the other day. Everytime, when I go to the macha, I just say, "tepi nipis belakang slope, atas biar panjang" (malas translate dulu). This time, I was wearing a cap, so my hair was flat. And again, I said the same thing. So he did what he did usually. But this time, there was an extra question "nak tukar style ke?". I didn't get it at first. But then when he finished, I found out that when my hair was flat, the macha got the wrong idea of "tukar style" and cut my hair so that it only can be combed to the front. Patut la macha tu gave an evil smirk when he said that.

IT WAS GAY STYLE!! OH NO!!

It's bad enough that time when the girl I like told me she's into another girl, and asked me to be gay, but this, this is madness (SPARTAAAAAA!!!). Kalau dia nampak aku sekarang, mesti dia proud that I "accepted" her suggestion. Aiya, aku punye roommate dahla sorang ni separa gay. And then, when I went to Alamanda just now, got this one pengkid (PKD) thought I was "lembut-lembut" kinda guy. And she was like, "OMG, even I wanted to be a guy, this guy wanted to be soft pulak,".

@&%#^%$$&%*

Although it was my fault for wearing that stupid cap to the barber shop, but still...dang.

~edit~

tiba-tiba ada orang kasik link komik...rambut die camni:


wau...bole tahan gak neh...hmm...nak try nak try... :D