Big Boys Do Cry

Know Fergie's song Big Girls Don't Cry? Well, if I must say, the title is a little bit, ummm, heartless(?), emotionless(?), and somethingless(??????). Even grown up MEN cry. So, in recent disappointment that someone made me feel, I'd like to post an edited version to express my feelings. So, if you're reading this in secret and laughing behind my back at my stupidity to even want to continue my friendship with you, I hope you're happy always. Because if you're not, I'll be very sad. Being lied to and all.


La Da Da Da Da

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and Center, Clarity
Peace, Serenity


I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big boy now
Though big boys do cry
Do cry
Do cry
Do cry


The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay


I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big boy now
Though big boys do cry


Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and UNO cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine, Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and Center, Clarity
Peace, Serenity


I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big boy now
Though big boys do cry
Do cry
Do cry
Do cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

Ah ya, it's not like I'm crying but, all the sadness, all the heartbreak, all the disappointment, they are there. They are there.